RODEO CLOWN
Before I was destined to be an
artist, (a life I never knew existed until half way through college),
I had two ambitions in life: be a trapeze artist or a rodeo clown.
My expectations for a career were quite low according to my friends
who had ambitions of going to college and becoming doctors or
teachers or marine biologists, but, here I was with rodeo clown as my
number one goal in life. (We'll talk about the trapeze artist another
day). Rodeo clowns were fast on their feet and very agile. They saved
lives. After all, I was on the gymnastics team in high school and
quite agile myself, I could do back flips over those bulls, I
thought. This was quite appealing to me, knowing that other people’s
lives depended on me and my agility. This seemed the ideal career
choice. My friends could not understand why I would desire living so
dangerously. “That's part of the excitement,” I told them. “You
get to run and jump and entertain people and save lives on occasion.
That's what a rodeo clown does, saves lives,” I told them. I
secretly dreamed of being the hero, rushing and distracting the bull
that was ready to gore the rider that had ridden him for eight
seconds or had just been thrown. The adrenalin rush was
intoxicating.
While friends were enjoying normal teenage life on
weekends, I was content to hone my skills by jumping over barrels or
riding my horse trying stunts like the rodeo trick riders.
One of my favorite horses was Goldie,
a beautiful palomino with a flowing golden mane.
I felt like Roy
Rogers on Trigger when I taught her to rear up.
At night if I
couldn't sleep I would sneak out of the house and just be on that
beautiful horse, quietly riding about the pasture, bareback, or just
lying on her hugging her neck. ( I'm sure she really loved me for
that.) Goldie is the one that I tried my riding stunts on, like
jumping in the saddle from the garage roof like Zorro, or bouncing on
the ground and back in the saddle or trying shoulder stands while she
was galloping full steam down the pasture lane. The thought of
breaking bones never occurred to me. Nor did it really bother me.
After all, I had broken bones several times up through high school.
Nine to be exact. I'm surprised I never had a concussion.
Living on a farm had prepared me for
such a career. I was a country boy and it was almost a daily routine
to wrestle horses that needed to be corralled or branded. Horses
were in my blood. In fact, I had been given a beautiful sorrel mare
for my first birthday. There exists, in some long lost box, a
picture of daddy leading me around the yard sitting high in the
saddle in my diaper. Where that elusive picture is, I can't tell
you. If I ever find it I will certainly share. As a teenager I
never missed an occasion to ride. I lived on my horse. Many times I
would sit and eat a meal or read a book on Sheba, a huge plow horse
with feet so big she could walk across the cattle guard. She never
did, but only because she never thought of it.
We lived on Jackson Street Extension
in the 50's and early 60's, from the time I was in the 4th
grade until I finished high school. It was out in the country at
that time with nothing but fields of cotton or corn from MacArthur
Drive all the way to Twin Bridges. Our farm included the area of
Mohon Street, Brame Jr. High and the Camellia Place subdivision on
Prescott Road in Alexandria. Brame Jr. High was my father's cotton
field and my racing ground. We were, also, raising Shetland ponies
showing them around the United States and, of course, we had horses
and a few cows.
I attended rodeos every time one was
around, like Ted Johnson's in Hinston or Jimmy Thompson's near the
traffic circle on MacArthur Drive. Some of my riding friends and I
were usually the first ones at the gate for the Grand Entry. We would
gather at our house on those evenings, saddle our horses and ride to
the rodeo.
This was when I fell in love with the
rodeo clowns and all things rodeo. I loved the sights, the sounds,
the smells. I loved the way the clowns kept the spectators
entertained while bull riders prepared for their eight seconds of
glory. I loved their makeup, their outfits, their ability to jump
over barrels and sometimes over bulls. These individuals exposed
themselves to great danger in order to protect the cowboy. This was
the life I dreamed of. Now it is true, I did consider being a bull
rider or a bareback bronco rider, and this would have been fine, but
they were not like the clowns. Rodeo clowns are the glue that hold
everything together. Without them there could be no rodeo.
I believe it was a parent that put
the brakes on my dreams and decided it was too dangerous a career for
a boy.
I still,to this day, dream of what joy it would have been becoming a rodeo clown, or bullfighter as they are known today. Sometimes I regret that I never had that opportunity.
Ha! Maybe this should be on my bucket list.
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You would have been great!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Kristi, I think so.
DeleteMade me feel all warm and nostalgic all over. I rode with you to the Jimmy Thompson Arena a few times, and remember it fondly. Your choice of photos for Goldie and Sheba were fantastic---looks just like I remember them. Good times, brother, good times.
ReplyDeleteYour Dear Sister
Becky
You are a sweet sister, I do remember you going too. Robert Region and Betty Jean Bryant were the main ones that joined me. Very fond memories indeed.
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